"Honk if you like dick. ==D"

So my life's been pretty boring as of late, as you can tell, and I haven't really been doing much other than working and kicking lane's ass on call of duty 4.
I don't really have much to say but I felt like updating.
I worked 2am-12pm today, that wasn't as bad as it sounds...we got this girl named nicole to do scanning with us today, she just started yesterday and she looks really familiar. Crap, I'm so bad with names and people I went to school with.
Anywho...I'm pretty stoked, only 20 more days for our big ro-ad trip! I haven't been on a road trip since I went to see circa survive in denver with brian, madison, chris, cody and rachel...that was like, november? I don't even remember.
I'm done with this.
Have a good day everyone!
P.S. in case you're wondering why this is titled "Honk if you like dick ==D," you haven't been on a ro-ad trip like the ones Dylan and I are a part of.

"How many games are now?"

Last night was pretty crazy...and a little ridiculous. After another 12-9 shift in customer service I hed out to the college to watch the soccer boys play at their indoor soccer league. After that we had a bonfire down at the river again, it was pretty fun (as usual). We had smores, hotdogs, doritos and some mountain dew to wash it down...we also had diego and sammy to entertain us with their native brazilian song and dance.
Right now I'm talking to dylan on the phone about how much our old friends suck.
It's crazy how much people change. If I've changed at all in a bad way, please, call me a douche bag and slap me across the face and let me know. Or you could just say, "dude you've changed..." cause I don't wanna get slapped.
I'm going to go to bed...good night. :)

Karma Police

First of all, I would like to thank all those who supported me throughout this first week of my now smoke-free agenda. Let's keep it up folks.
Last night Dylan and I were at Brian's eating some bomb pizza that Dylan had just brought over and we kinda felt a little bit awkward since Kacee and Darci were there hanging out with Madison. I guess it was Kacee's last night in town, but I didn't really care because it's not like she was my friend or anything...so Dylan and I booked it on over to Zach's. The regular's were all there just chillin' and drinkin' some summer brew, then it kind of turned into a party out of nowhere. Zach was totally cool with it and I quote "I didn't even call one person over tonight...there's a party going on without me even knowing I was having a party...this is awesome!" He then proceeded to do the unexpected...he kicked his roof. That's right. Don't ask me how on God's green earth he did it, but this white boy's got ups.

Then by the end of the night I guess I had dropped my wallet outside and Ivan found it and brought it to me. I was so stoked but I hadn't even realized that I didn't have it on me, so I look inside and what's missing? $250.
Radical, I had just gotten paid yesterday and now I have absolutely no money for the rest of the week.
I don't know what I'm going to do.

"No habla ingles ma'am!"

So I'm still sick and I'm still not smoking. Funny thing is I haven't craved a cigarette at all since I last smoked one on friday night. That's really weird because I mean, I've been sick before and that didn't stop from smoking for more than 3 days but I've made it past that hump so maybe I can finally quit smoking on my own without any of these meds that people have begun taking because they don't have the will power to quit on their own. Geez run-on sentence. If there's one thing I've learned up until this point is to never use run-on sentences, that's what semi-colons, colons and commas are for. SHINFO...anyways I feel good about not smoking and I really kind of dread picking it back up, so let's pray for closure.
Yesterday I worked 4am-9am then 12pm-4pm then went to the basketball game at 7ish. We lost by 1 point, it was pretty disappointing...afterwards we partied at zach's and Jon passed out as usual (see video below).
Today consisted of waking up late for work, working 9 am - 6pm, coming home, going to nicole wilks', applebees, going to ed's and blogging. Fun! Nicole's a really nice girl, I'd never really talked to her before.
Well I'm going to get some rest, I've been lacking in that department lately.
K so youtube is pissing me off and won't upload it so check back later for it.

Isn't it ironic?

No, Alanis, it's not. It's very unfortunate, but I don't think rain on your wedding day is ironic at all. I've just been thinking about that all morning because I heard it on the radio as I was waking up.
So I've been sick for the past 4 days and it sucks. Only one good thing can come of me getting sick, and that is I really don't enjoy smoking when I'm sick. Haven't smoked for 4, going on 5, days and I feel pretty good about it. Who knows, I might just stop all together. Chances are I probably won't though...
So I feel like crap, I'm going to go watch Good Luck Chuck and then play xbox live some more...I'm a game junkie, what can I say?
Have a good day! :)

cellophane flowers

So last night was Ellen's tacky sweater party, and that was fun. Half of the people there were dressed quite appropriately. Me and Orly kicked ass at tippy-cup, per usual. I didn't think I was that drunk but as I'm thinking back on what happened last night I can't really put together all the pieces. I don't remember leaving Ellen's or who I left with, but I remember being at Orly's with him and Meredith. I don't remember leaving there, and I certainly don't remember coming home but I do remember sleeping in my own bed and not making a drunken scene.
I think I need to stop drinking...that would probably be best for me right now.
Last night was also Raul's last night in town, he leaves today for Wichita, and then back, back to Cali, Cali.
I just wish I could skip the goodbyes every time someone leaves. I don't know why it's so hard for me to see people go. Is that just me? Or does anybody else feel that way?
Oh well, I'm gonna go watch cloverfield today. Should be good! :)
Taco bell sounds so good right about now...
Love life.

Last night me, jon, justin, luke and all kinds'a college kids were at bowl mania from 9-12. After that jon, justin, lane, zach and chad went to have a bonfire that I was supposed to go to, but I was gonna stop by luke's first...turns out they didn't stay too long. Lane came by luke's until about 3:30 a.m. when he took me home. I barely had enough time to change and get to work, I was still actually kinda drunk but I made there by 4. I worked 4 a.m. - 12 p.m. scanning, shit's weak...not hard at all though really.

now I'm kinda tired but not tired enough to sleep.
radical.

snakefarm, just sounds nasty...

Waking up after only sleeping for about 5 hours really sucks...missed breakfast with lane and michelle since they both didn't wake up in time to go before 10 am when I had to be at work. I really wasn't looking forward to today at all...finally having to say goodbye to Michelle, that was hard. It was like, I didn't wanna say goodbye but you know that's just the way the dice rolls. It's not like I'm never gonna see her again, but I just really hate saying goodbye to people that I won't see for an extended period of time. It's probably one of the hardest things for me, and one of the few things that will bring a tear to my eye...depending on the person. So I finshed off my shift at work and got off at 4...Lane came by and picked me up then we went to Brian's for a little bit then to Jon's and played some Xbox 360.
We had another bonfire tonight, except with less people and certainly not Miss Michelle.
After we got around blowing up chad's 40s and telling ghost stories, we went out to this supposed haunted place that burned down or something...totally not scary, but lane and zach were shitting themselves the whole time.
It was fun, kinda...something's missing though.

so as the weekend comes to an end, we decided to end it on a good note by having a bonfire at the river tonight since michelle's leaving tomorrow! :( we're gonna go have breakfast early in the morning before I have to work at 10.
it was fun, but it was totally raging hot. but like I said, I have to work at 10am and michelle left around 12:30 so I had her give me a ride home...and here I am. I've been hooked on silverstein's first cd lately, it's so good and it reminds me of like my freshmen year...god it seems like so long ago that me and anh would sit in biology and just talk about silverstein, jammin' to them on our sony walkmans. it brings back memories...I'm kind of a sap, I get sad when I listen to music that reminds me of the good old days. Not because those times were sad, but just because I miss those days. I wish I could just relive the past 4 years of my life over and over again until I get sick of it...which would probably be a long time. well all you people out there reading this (or not), I'm going to hit the hay. love life.

I have procrastinated beyond reasonable doubt. You haven't received an update from me in a while, so here I am...awkward.
This last week has been amaaaaazing. I've been having so much fun (maybe a little too much at times) hanging out with Lane, Michelle, Jon, Justin and the soccer guys. It makes me sad that Michelle is leaving for Manhatty tomorrow but that's just life and as much as I'd like her to stay, she's got business to take care of; as do I. Yesterday Michelle and I sat on the curb and she pretended to smoke with me, which is awesome because she makes smoking look good...seriously. We talked about life and college and whatnot, and it got me thinkin' a lot. Which, in case you didn't already know, is pretty much what I love to do. Call me weird. I just love to sit there and think about the deepest things that are going on, I even think hypothetically if there's nothin good scramblin' around up there.
But anyways, best week ever. Michelle is so much fun to have around and Lane is just crazy as usual, so it's like the best of both worlds. I can't wait to go up to Topeka in February for the Take Action Tour! I'm definitely going to make it a priority to see Michelle while I'm da hood.
I would upload a crap ton of pictures, but I just did that on facebook and I'm kinda pooped...so sorry.
But I can summarize what I remember of this week for you right now.
Air hockey, bowling, beer bong, pabst blue ribbon, work, soccer house, beer bong, red baron, beer bong, work, stana's, ellen's tacky sweater party (which by the way only Jon and Lane dressed appropriately), beer bong, work, movies, jon urban passing out (per usual), work.

School night.

It's kind of funny how after a night of snowing you can have one of the most beautiful days you've had in weeks. I love it. As I was smoking a cigarette outside on my break today, I could actually feel the heat coming from the sun on my skin, it was actually pretty comforting.
So Lane came back to GC today after a whole 3 days of being back in Topeka, I got my car partially fixed (windshield down, bumper/hood to go!) which is awesome cause now I can actually drive again. I had to work from 12-4/7-10 today, which sounds shitty and really is because I hate split shifts, but it was really slow so I was chillin'.
After work I met up with Lane, Michelle, Jon You, Jenn, and Justin at the student center.

We hung out for a while before none other than Zach Bowling came along. I hadn't seen that guy in a while. I really like Zach, he's a cool guy...he's pretty much a down ass motherfucker. We ended up going back to his place and somehow gathered enough money to buy a case of 3.2 beer at the Kwik Shop for them to drink on, on a school night...how funny. The first school night after a long break and they're still drinkin'. Then one of the guys decided to shave his head, so there's this...

hahahahaha man, it gets me every time.
I have to work in no less than 5 and a half hours...goodnight!

So I was driving down Kansas on my way to Hastings with Dilly and out of nowhere, as if some sort of ragin demon that was out for vengeance, the wind picked up and made the hood of my car come up and broke my windshield. Freakin' ridiculous, right? As if it wasn't bad enough I messed up both my front and bumpers on the dip by lane's ex-house last tuesday. So I'm leaning out the window of my car, only Ace Ventura would have done it so ridiculous as I. I'm pretty sure I got a bug in my mouth or something...anyways, it sucked. So then I pull over where all the street ricers park in that parking lot in the far south side of the strip mall, kind of in the middle of nowhere (why do they park there anyways? it's not a cool spot at all), I called Dylan and told him what happened since he was kinda following me. We decided not to go to Hastings and he went on his merry way, as did I...for about 15 seconds. I pulled back onto Kansas Ave.(right out of the exit by hastings and start headed towards Dillons to get duct tape for my hood so I can seal it until I got home. Well, as I previously stated, not even 15 seconds later my hood pops right back up and hits my windshield again. What fucking luck, right? So I just kinda said, "fuck it...I can still kinda see." I made it about a block or two before I got sick of leaning out the window and pulled over again. So I drove like 20 mph the rest of the way to dillons and got duct tape and kinda did a half-assed job cause I was so pissed about the whole situation.
Anyways...needless to say I'm without a vehicle at the moment because I don't want to get a ticket for driving with a busted windshield (even though I can totally still see).
On the bright side, I won $112 in lotto, bought a badass canon digi, some games and a few other things to make myself feel a little bit better about this whole situation.

SOOOOOOO...this means, I'm going to be updating way more often now that I have a camera to upload lots of pictures of stuff that happens instead of writing so much about it, because lets face it...pictures are so much better to look at and don't take about 15 minutes to read like this blog.

It's a beautiful morning.

New Year's Eve was a blast. I'll tell you what, as far I as I can remember anyways...I had to work until 10 at Dillon's that night but it was no biggie because I did as best as I could to catch up to everyone else who was already sloshed by the time I showed up to Cody's. We had fun, luis pissed himself, threw up on himself and was taken home before midnight. Josh tried to fight Sarah? err something. I don't know...but anyways it was all a lot of fun. I somehow managed to drive to Stana's New Year's Eve bash, which was also a lot of fun. Michelle was my New Year's kiss, that was sweet of her even though I was totally wasted.

Lane came into town on New Year's Day, so we kicked it as soon as I got off work. We went to Stana's with Michelle and hung out and watched Mean Girls and Lane and Jon got drunk. I love watching other people get drunk sometimes and just being sober because then I can laugh at their expense because I know I do the same things every single time.

Today I woke up to Lane calling me about going to eat lunch at El Con with Michelle, Jon, Jenn, Justin, Dakota, Peter and Daniel. That was good, as always. Afterward we went to the "mall" and hung out and whatnot. Then I worked from 7-10, then went over to Brevan's and hung out with everyone again and played GH3.

I have to work at 11 and it is now 3:25 a.m.